Marya Hornbacher’s Research about Mental lllness

What do you know about mental illness?

By Gabby Abbott | Apr. 15, 2015 | 285 Submissions

Author Marya Hornbacher is working on a book about mental illness. Her book will profile the lives of people who have a mental illness or who work in the field, and she’s trying to develop a deeper understanding of how the public views mental illness. Perhaps, you would like to respond to her query and share your story or insights with her.

Here are my responses to the questions asked by Marya Hornbacher through the Public Insight Network.

  • How would you describe your knowledge about mental illness?
    I am very knowledgeable about mental illness.
  • Has mental illness affected you personally? If so, how?
    I live with bipolar disorder. At 18 years old I was a suicidal biochem major at UCLA. Not until I was 39 was I diagnosed with bipolar disorder, common for those of us with bipolar disorder type II. My son has struggled with mental health issues, as well, first seeing a psychologist at 4 and a psychiatrist at 5. I grew up in an alcoholic family, likely self-medicating for mood disorders.
    Professionally, I once worked as a psychotherapist and maintain a California license as a Marriage and Family Therapist. When I worked in the mental health field, I specialized in severely emotionally disturbed adolescents.
    Now I am a mental health advocate, primarily through my writing at I also volunteer with NAMI, the National Alliance on Mental Illness, the US's largest grassroots organization dedicated to mental health.
  • Do you think the effects of mental illness on society are being addressed? Why or why not?
    Yes and no. We are making great progress in that people are speaking out against stigma and sharing their stories. We still have far to go to combat prejudice, discrimination, and misinformation and to realize mental health parity. Mental health parity exists only on paper. Practitioners and insurers alike to not offer equal service or coverage for mental health. I've had multiple psychiatrists have me sign a form acknowledging that they refuse to accept Medicare patients. Those of us on Social Security Disability (SSDI, in my case) rely on Medicare for all our health care needs. Without proper psychiatric care, our LIVES are at risk, for we may well kill ourselves. That is simply a fact. Mental illness kills. Suicide kills.
  • Is there enough social and medical support for people with mental illness? If not, what would you change? 
    First of all, there are services which people are not aware of. Then, there are barriers to receive those services which are available, such as labyrinthian social service bureaucratic hoops. In addition, many live outside urban centers where services are prevalent. Those in rural and even in suburban areas are isolated from peer support. When we lived in the High Desert (Mojave Desert), the quality of healthcare in general was inadequate, and behavioral health care options were limited. Many people I know through my online activity must drive long distances, up to 90 minutes each way or farther, to see a psychiatrist or psychiatric nurse practitioner.
  • How do you feel when discussing or reading about mental illness? 
    When discussing mental illness, I am confident, for I do not fit most people's misconceptions of mental illness and I enjoy challenging their assumptions and biases. When reading about mental illness, I find myself sometimes offended by misinformation. Most infuriating is when the media, usually television, misrepresents mental illness as if everyone with mental illness is dangerous or as if everyone who is dangerous is mentally ill. Neither is true.
  • Do you associate mental illness with violence? Why or why not?
    Not everyone with mental illness is dangerous and not everyone who is dangerous is mentally ill. Still, we must overcome stigma and address the need for accessible mental health treatment to lessen the negative costs, including harm to selves and others, of untreated mental illness. 
    Even though I receive treatment for my mental illness and my mental illness is less severe than many's, I have lost control and raged. If I did not actively seek help, if I did not have the insight to understand that I have an illness and need help which for some is symptomatic of their illness, I could, quite honestly, at times be violent. Then again, the potential for violence is quite human. The history of war bears that out. Not all soldiers, not all military generals, are mentally ill. Though warfare itself takes its toll (PTSD).
  • How would you respond if a group home for people with mental illness attained a building permit in your neighborhood?
    Here we have the classic NIMBY issue, don't we? Honestly, I wish I was able to rise above my own internalized stigma, but I'm not so sure that I could. I fear for my son. I fear for him to have ME as his mother, even though I am a devoted mother who works HARD to be the best healthiest mother I can be. If I fear my OWN behavior, might I not fear others? Yes, I'm sure I would. I'm protective of my son. I hate to admit it, but there it is. I hope and pray that I could overcome my own fear -- my fear of my own rage and potential for destructive behavior, my fear projected onto others who may not be as motivated or able as I am to seek and receive the excellent quality of care that I seek and demand, and who may not be as far along in their mental health recovery.

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18 responses to “Marya Hornbacher’s Research about Mental lllness”

  1. Great post to ponder .Thank you so much for stopping by and liking few of my posts.Best regards.

  2. Great answers; I’d expect nothing less from my awesome friend/partner in crime Kitt O’Malley!

  3. Yes, noticed that AFTER I had published my post, lol.

  4. They automatically emailed a transcript to me. Very handy.

  5. […] Kitt O’Malley suggested I answer some questions in response to Marya Hornmacher’s research about mental […]

  6. Technical question. What method did you use to copy your answers and post them in your blog?

  7. Reblogged this on REBEL WITH A CAUSE and commented:

    I think we should go ahead and fill out her form and contribute to what’s known about mental illness.

  8. Thanks. Click on the link and answer them, too. Your perspective is valuable.

  9. Some great responses to those questions. It is amazing to think how much my answers to those questions have evolved over the years. Thanks for your continued wisdom and insights!

  10. Without a doubt. Total catch-22.

  11. Kitt – Your answers are well thought out. I agree with you on many concepts. Parity and Medicare are both enough to make a person want to throw things from time to time.

  12. Thank you, Finicky (even though I know your real name).

  13. I’m always amazed at your courage to share. Thank you.

  14. Sensible and compassionate answers there, as usual. I was particularly impressed with your answer to the question about violence.

  15. Thanks for sharing ?

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